Everything and Nothing

OK - I have been absent I get it.  Maybe this blog is a metaphor for my life - which seriously has been all over the place since I started writing in 2012... crazy.... I think when I started way back when - I had different intentions.... I thought, I would start a blog and change the world one recipe or party at a time.... obviously ummm seeing as though I have taken ummmm a lot of time off (haha) I didn’t accomplish my goal!!

Well I changed my mind on my purpose here.  I am not writing this blog to change your life.... I am writing it to change mine... see here is the thing - I am a “share-er” I love to talk - I am not a gossip and I don’t talk about others but I talk about me ALL THE TIME - not in a “I am the greatest in all the land” type of way because lord knows I don’t always love myself, but more in a seeking advice way or trying to ensure I am not the only crazy lady on the planet and I am trying to find SOMEONE as crazy as me - I compare myself to everyone - which makes me share.... I am not content and I need reassurance....

Which is so not adult - and for real, I am a grown @55 adult!!!! 

Sooooo I changed my mind about my blog - I am going to just share.... here.... and if anyone is listening drop me a line just to entertain my need for approval - and maybe throughout this process I will discover something that makes me “content”....

So that’s it - this will be everything and nothing at the same time....maybe we can grow together

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